just lost

Hey, Hi Hello, whatever works. I'm by no means trying to be a wimp but to wake up everyday feeling like this, is very hard  to deall with I decide to fart and blink, didn't help. I even tried screaming that  didn't help. Waking up and going to bed in so much paaaain is not the business. Now I'm praying and taking off work with out pay only    if I can hang in here will I survive, so I pray for your prayers that someone can find the answer to why I'm in so much  pain. I won't give up.